Monday, October 31, 2005

想飞


家附近来了一个Euro Fair, 里面的玩意儿的都是小时候的回忆。

那天和朋友去 “飞” 了一圈(只是一圈,因为要RM6 一圈,小时候的回忆真是越来越值钱了!) 。我通常只敢选择那种一个方向旋转式的玩意儿, 至于那种转到乱七八糟的圈圈,我是不敢挑战的。

今天再路过Euro Fair,看着那些闪闪发亮的霓虹灯泡泡,我今晚突然很想 “飞”。

想 “飞”去心中刀割的痛。。。。

想 “飞”去那在滴血的伤口。。。。

想 “飞”去牢牢捆在我记忆里的影子。。。。

让我那颗受伤的心在飞翔中风干,一辈子不再掉一颗浪费的眼泪。

Friday, October 14, 2005

I Heart KL


The last episode in season 4 of "Sex and the City" is my favorite. Sometimes when season change it brings up our other needs as well. Those needs are not same as your daily needs, that’s something special may be hidden at the bottom of your heart.

Have u ever have this experience, u remember somebody when you hear a song, watch a movie, when the sky rain…or even just a smell.

Aidan, is a good man and we really love to bring him home for mama. However, Carrie is not a married kind; they broke up at the end. I’m not a married kind too, that’s why I love mr. big. We ( I and Carrie) love Aidan too, but that’s our ( I n my ex) fate (separated).

In last episode, Mr. Big decided to move to California. He left a music CD (the big big old style black color CD ? classic of Henry Mancini ? the song is nice, so bad I don’t know the name…L ) for Carrie with a note “If you ever feel lonely--”. And for another note “If I ever feel lonely --” with a air ticket to California. No matter we can let go something or not, when a new season had begun, we always have no choice.

** but it’s comforting to know the ones you love are always in your heart. ** Carried Bradshaw, I heart NY


Friday, September 30, 2005

so nice, everyday do facial

中秋节的那个晚上,弟弟发生了车祸。

直到第二天下午,我才接到弟弟的SMS。

jie jie, my handphone lost already, please call me on papa handphone。

一个电话打过去。

[[ 为什么不见handphone??]]

[ 姐姐,我告诉你一件事,你不要紧张。你答应我不要跑回来。]

[[ 什么?]]

[ 我accident 了。昨天晚上。]

一颗炸弹丢了过来。

[ 昨晚不是发生有人撞上police 的blocking吗?我就在同一条街, 不过我在他们的后面。我不懂为什么那辆车会撞上我 motor 的后面? 我驾慢慢,驾很旁边的。发生车祸后handphone 就不见啦.........不过还好当时有一个年轻人帮我看包包,有个uncle 帮我 打电话给 ambulance 和妈妈。uncle 还跟着ambulance 到医院去,直到爸爸和妈妈来了他才走。你不要跑回来wor~~~ 我没事了, 只是皮外伤。]

远在300 多公里以外工作的我已经被吓呆了。

[[ 真的OK?]]

[ OK。]

[[ 那好,姐姐答应你不跑回家,那你也要答应我以后不要半夜三更跑去penang ,好吗?]]

[ OK。]

不过我还是皮痒的跑回家去了。我向公司请了三天假。看不见弟弟的伤势如何我是睡不着的。就是爸爸妈妈告诉我多皮外伤,多没事也好,不亲眼看一下,我还是睡不着的。

亲眼看见了,是呀!是皮外伤没错!不过全身都开花了。

右眼和右cheek 都缝了针,嘴角破了,鼻子和唇沟不见了一块肉,背后、屁股、双手双脚都损了。右脚的四只脚趾都模糊了,肿得黑青。

在医院,我问他:[[ 如果不长肉的话怎么办?]]

[ 没关系,男人身上有疤痕是平常事。]

[[ 脸呢?[[

[ 不要紧啦~ 我又不是靠脸皮吃饭。]

[[ 可是现在不流行‘刀疤强’了。男人要‘青靓白净’。叫doctor 在你的屁股割一块肉来补啦~]]

[ 不要,等下屁股痛没法躺着睡觉。]

车祸后的一个礼拜,医生还是不准弟弟出院,她要留医观察他的鼻子和唇沟。

我也被妈妈 ‘sapu’ 回 KL 来。。

幸好今天他出院了。不过还是要每天到医院去清洗伤口。

so nice, everyday do facial。

我笑他。

Monday, August 01, 2005

a kampung girl in city


My ex used to tell me: “KL is not for you, you're too weak.”

KL, is a colorful city for colorful people.

For me, KL is in black and white, a city with no soul. May be I am not fashionable enough to fit in to this city or I am still is a Kampung Girl.

Marry my ex is used to on my menu, but we end up broke off. I will never be able to order this meal named ‘Marry him’ anymore.

He is a good man, honestly. Myself just not ‘good’ enough to match him perfectly, I am childish, I am not planning my future seriously…..bra-bra…

Yes, with a city without soul, I end up become a person with lost soul.

Until now, I still can hear what he says:

“KL is not for you, you're too weak.”

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