Do you live for yourself?

Today, I was just rejected an offer from my GM to promoted as a Production Executive. For a woman going to be 30 for the next two years and still holding a position as Admin. Asst, tell me, what do you think?

Do you think I am a fool? Am I a woman without ambition? Would you mind if your girl friend or wife willing to work as non-executive level staff for her life? Would you mind she is earning below 3k ?

May be I won’t have an opportunity to buy a BMW for myself but I know I am happy. I happy no need to working until so late, I happy still have time to do what I like: writing novel or blog, learning MEL scripting once in a while, attending my belly dance class, watching movie on weekday, go shopping after work, swimming or playing ‘Gu Zheng’ at night when I feel bore.

Last time I always look for a big change for my career, an opportunity to move to more higher and higher. Everything I did just because of my ex. He is an engineer with higher income and work in a multinational company - Shell. But it was not me, sooooooo not me. What I did was what he wants.

May be I won’t have an opportunity to buy a BMW for myself but I know I am happy. I happy not to always working until so late, I happy still have time to do what I like: writing novel or blog, learning MEL scripting once in a while, attending my belly dance class, watching movie on weekday, go shopping after work or playing ‘Gu Zheng’ at night when I feel bore.

Today, I am happy to return to who I am and live for myself.

Comments

  1. Hi Rachel,

    阅读你的日记是一种乐趣。除了那些ahmoi.com 的出位邮件让我捧腹大笑外,你的文字常是发人深省。个人蛮欣赏你对生活点滴的敏感,你的文字很细腻,常出现令人动容的佳句。个人很喜欢你那一则“随想1203” 。。。下雨,就像做爱。而打雷,就是高潮。这是为什么有时候只有连连不断的雨却没有雷。。。 棒极了!赞!赞!除了文子,你的插图照片也很有水准。构图和角度都很细腻,是否全都是你拍的呢?

    你说得没错,KL 是黑白色的物质世界,但你一点都不弱。你紧紧把握住自己的人生方向盘,拒绝驶向名和利的道路,这一份坚持,我很欣赏。(听起来还真有点不食人间烟火,哈哈) 在社会打滚多年,自己纠缠在名和利之间
    ,却庆幸能在你的文字里拾回一丝赤子情,真的很感谢你!

    你我萍水相逢,既缘起于文字,就用文字的力量让这份缘延续下去。加油吧!Rachel 你是才情洋溢的,谁晓得你不会是大马的张曼娟或吴淡如!

    过路人,
    KeVin

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